oh a life of mine.
oh the birthday was fine. chris, my mom's ex boyfriend, the doctor dude.. well he got me a digital video recorder, takes awesome pictures. it's great. it's fun, but it doesn't work well in dimmer places.. =D
Grades are freaking awesome latley.. surprised i am. 100 on a bio test, then a 96 on a bio test, just got a 95 on a math quiz, 90, 94 98, english tests.. spanish, im getting 95 -102% on tests.. =D Global, well i'm not too sure yet. just took a test yesterday and i dont know how that went. so i'm doing well
love for music
the fortune cookie that read "Your love of music will be an important part of your life." is really starting to glimmer at me. Freaking chinese people.. gotta love them. but not the SARS. Buddy and I have been doing awesome the past week, we got 2 songs down perfect, and 2 we're working on. still need a bassist, and eric needs to still get the p/a. then we'll be set. =) eric can't sing to well, but he can do the whisper voice, which sounds mysterious, and scream. so we're good. i just cant wait, by the end of this summer we will be doing shows.. latley buddy and i , or his real name is nate, but yeah, he and I really have been connecting, musically, recently. its freaking awesome, to just hear what you play as you play it, and you know that it sounds good, that is teh best feeling ever, and then listen to it after you recorded it with a karaoke machine. ah . love. but it would be better with a bassist, and eric singing, sorta. =D i just hope to see where this is going to lead.
hahaha. so yeah, about a month ago when laura and I were going out, jjust from how she was feeling and how she was gaining weight, and her not having her period in two months i knew for sure she was pregnant.. we got in a fight over this, she likes to fight, i never fought with someone so much, i cant stand her now, but i think its funny, because i guess recently she took two pregnancy tests, first one was negative, and the second one was positive.. she hasn't had her period since february and she has gained like 15 pounds. so hahaha. wow. her life is ruined, and she is still smoking pot and with that loser fuck face shawn. he's gonna go to jail because she's too afraid to tell her parent's, and I know she won't get an abortion.. it's her decisions.. i have some feeling of concern for her. but it's her fault. i just wish the best for her kid.. or well with shawn beign the dad, that women beater high school drop out loser pothead druggy fagit who cheats and lies on laura all the time and she still stays with him, is just the greatest influence. but life. you know..
i have been single for about 2 weeks now
i was with justina for a week, broke up and then a week later i guess laura and I hooked up, i couldnt take it, so i broke up with her a few days later, she likes to fight to much. not worth it..
Future.. Too come..
School is over in 24 school days. 23 school days left after tomorrow. then summer, well after testing, then summer =) -- im dedicating this summer to my band. and probably something else, we'll see what comes around. getting myself in shape mroe? not being so god damn pale. =) i like to feel good about myself. i do anyways, but it would be nice to not be so pale, and not so out of breath when i barley run.. im starting to see some cuts in my abs =) so i bet that will improve soon. =) Jenn is supposed to come over with sharon two weeks from friday, i love that girl to death! i haven't seen her since september. early october maybe?? if that.. early oct is the lates. it's mreo like mid september, but yeah. it will be fun. im going to jump on her when i see her, or something?? hahaha i will always love her, she is someone i can see myself marrying. i have never connected with someone so much in my life.
recently life has been good.. besides a few bumps.. but besides that, everythign seeems to be getting better. . i hope anyways